Wednesday, 15 December 2010

shine a light on her...

eurgh, why am i back?!

1. no one is here.

2. i'm working pretty much everyday this week - not complaining, 'cos its nice to work for people and i feel like i'm doing something practical and i'm really grateful for the much needed shifts, but its the "holidays" and to be honest i'm completely not used to working/early mornings.

3. i have no money to do anything but work.

4. even my brother isn't around. he completely sacked me off tonight to go to the cinema with his mates when he knew full well he had promised to go and see harry potter with me. i was fully excited and had been looking forward to it for aaages and even stopped plans to see chlo and go to the cinema with her. and now i'm very very very very pissed off.
not speaking to him now for about a week. care.

eurgh i'm so annoyed and bored and missing leeds tonight.
i think i'm just bored and annoyed at life. being back home reminds me of how excited i was over the summer to get back to leeds and start this new term in a house and this new relationship i thought was on the cards and this whole exciting new year at uni.

now it's christmas and i've come back from yeah an amazing term, but i'm well lonely haaa.
i shouldn't be pissed off at my brother for not going to the cinema with me...i should have a lovely fella' dying to take me.
oh wellllllllll.
i have chatted far too much shit on this blog tonight.
for now, i'm just gonna' go for a run...not doing anything so may aswell get haaaaawt doing nothing paha.
then watch the apprentice. margarets back. booooooom!

over and out. Bx


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