"I'm not lonely, I'm alone."

Hey.

Thought i better do a quick bloggo post seeing as i'm meant to be bringing it back.

I've had a completely lovely couple of weeks.

I've caught up with the most amazing friends, been to Nottingham on a cheeky 21st, had Sumner and Bowls visit me for a whirlwind few days midweek and had a surprise visit from an old "well what would you call him, rebecca?" flatmate-ish back in Kirbs.

All in all, it has slightly cured me of my boredom of life and its depressing stuff from over the past few months. Well its helped take my mind off it for five minutes at least.

I think i'm fully ready to just smash out next year at uni now and get my degree with the amazing people I still have around me and just kick off my next adventure. (Italy is already becoming an obsession. If I am not in Rome this time next year, I have no idea what i'll do.)

Anyway, also this weekend I went to see the amazingly romantic and yet horribly sad "One Day." Absolutely heartbreaking and so realistic. Waaah, I want a romance like in the films please. Although without the sad bits. Even in the car home I was still sniffling, god.

Also I rewatched (500) Days of Summer and The Duchess. I'm turning into a mess for films again. Thats what being a right loner does to you, friends need to come back immediately!

And this weekend I am spending it completely on my own for the first time well, in around 2 months I think. I genuinely can't remember the last time. I've been so so lucky this summer to always have friends visiting or friends to visit or a home to go back to and to escape. Even the most gorgeous lovely weddings with tons of family around me. But this weekend, even though it is a best mates birthday, money problems mean I can't go anywhere.

So i've decided I'm going to take the bus into town on Saturday and buy a cheap novel and sit in the corner of Starbucks all morning. Then i'm going to find the nicest cafe in Leeds and treat myself to lunch. Then in the afternoon I am going to finally visit Leeds Art Gallery (i am such an awful design student, I still havent been in over 2 years!) and just enjoy being by myself and not think about things too much.

Then on Sunday, sod it all. I'm having the biggest lie in you can even imagine. Then I'm sitting around in my pjamas all day, watching even more depressing or romantic films. Then i'll probably go to St Georges in the evening and get some of that amazing faith back.

So thats a cheeky update.

I don't think anyone even reads anymore though. I'm a bit done with it myself. It's funny to read back on though, so maybe in a few months time I'll read this back and think paaaah.

Anyway, buh bye...

Bx