I'm writing this now a good few days later and even looking back on it now it still seems ridiculous how bad this Thursday was.
For starters, ridiculously unusually for me I over slept. I never normally over sleep and even since working full time, unless I'm drunk (!) I haven't been able to sleep longer than about 8 o clock. But somehow I managed to completely turn my alarm off whilst still sleeping and naturally woke up at 8.30am in an absolute state of panic and breakdown! It's a horrible feeling knowing theres nothing you can do so I had to text my boss and finally turned up with my head firmly hung in embarrassment at half past 10 to lots of hungover or stop out banter (which most frustratingly was completely not the case at all!)
Anyway then work seemed to be a bit all over the place. I spoke up about something I didn't think was working and was met with a wall of frustration. But then I guess the rest of the day went ok.
I went and got my new fringe at the hairdressers, which considering how badly my luck seemed to be going that day was risky, but it actually turned out really nicely and I'm now getting used to it and really like the change. It's changed my whole face really, hopefully in a good way. Here's some photos.
The hairdressers was really good actually, I got a good deal because of a recommend a friend discount, but I think i'll go there again regardless of the discount because everyone seemed quite friendly in a non patronising hairdresser way.
Anyway then what happened was a complete nightmare. When walking home from the hairdressers I was the first on the scene of a road accident. I was walking up the hill and luckily I didn't actually see the crash but I suddenly heard a big smash and then realised I was going to be the only pedistrian around to turn up at the scene.
The shock and adrenaline was ridiculous, it was more the not knowing what I was walking over to and what I was going to face that shook me up but then all your instincts just kick in and other people got out of cars to help the motorcyclist and I was the one who had to dial 999 for an ambulance. It turned out to be a biker knocked off his bike and into the middle of the road by a car, but luckily there was no blood, just a very obviously broken leg from the way it was lying. The police were there to help really quickly and whilst I was calling the ambulance and answering all of their suddenly really scary questions, others where helping to move the biker out of the room and making sure he was ok. It was seems really surreal looking back and it wasn't until I had left all my details with the police and started walking home that it hit me and I was in floods from just the shock.
But everyone was really supportive when I got home and I had some nice calming calls from my Mum and Matt. Although then Matt had his own bad news to share, which just topped off an absolutely ridiculous day.
I'm quite emotional just recapping on all of this, but it's good to put it all behind me now.
Lots of nightmare love,
Becca xx


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