sitting in the libes at 8pm.

sounds impressive but i've only been in uni since half 6 and i'm only really here for dinner and then found myself in here on the promise of the pub in a bit.

i'm a well good student NAAAAAT.

it's alright though, cos i do graphics.

thankyoubye Bx

"messed you about."

it would save a lot of hurt if all men just said "i don''t want to be in a relationship" the moment they met me. but oh no, please feel free to string me along for weeks or months, let feelings develop then dump me off. all of you...

i'm hurting tonight. not so much because of that silly work-a-holic "man."

more because it just keeps happening, i feel like my whole life is just a string of let downs

and also to be honest, i'm finding it difficult living away from friends. i need to stop pretending that i'm fine with it, because its lonely. its lonely at times like this when i don't want strangers to see me upset, but i could do with someone to have a laugh with to take my mind of my stupid stupid crappy life.

how many days 'til xmas please? i need a break.

Bx

i'm getting quite used to this whole being let down thing.

keeps happening.

please feel free to just not give a shit, thaaaaaaanks.

Bx

completely welled up watching this advert for the first time last night.

John Lewis advertisements are literally my favourite, so so beautifully done.

that is my dream job right there.

...not much else to report. i have had literally no money, so no life.

also nobodies about this weekend in leeds so its been really lonely, but hey, i'm used to that right?

oh and i got ridiculously upset on wednesday at a few old friends being incredibly rude and mean. so no matter how much i've genuinely been praying that you'll grow up and at least speak to me. i've finally thrown our friendship away like you have. and its ashame that clearly other friends feel like they're involved and can't talk to me either.

heres to hopefully a better week next week.

Bx

P.S we went to see "in time" this week. so good, such a good little concept of a film. justin timberlake was obviously an absolute babe, but amanda seifreid (sp?) completely stole it with her amazing legs. i want her body please.

tell me you love me, come back and haunt me.

i have no money

loads of work to do

a horrible cold

and nothing to look forward to.

i hate to moan,

but come on life, throw something good my way please?

...is it too early to start counting down to nye?

oh yeaaaah newcastle!

(they should probably start bracing themselves now.)

Bx

(P.S this coldplay song is still one of my favourite songs, ever. amazing.)

a seven nation army couldn't hold me back.

blah blah blah, its been another whole week or so, whoops blah.

i've been so so busy with uni work!

i got set a really interesting new advertising brief on friday, which after a really wet fireworks night and sleepover at kings, then a breakfast with chloe on saturday, i got straight to work on! i've done loads of research and i really want to get it spot on so i have a chance of standing out in front of the elmwood guys.

erm what else has been kicking off?

i had such a good night on wednesday! took the new boy out on the town with the girls haha after a lovely meal and a few cocktails first. really nice to spend a bit more time together, although starting to worry he doesn't really have much time. hmm we'll see.

thursday was nice to chill and watch tv and have breakfast too. slightly had to cancel my dissertation meeting with my tutor...cough, i won't tell if you won't.

then its just been nights chilling and working really. not much outrageous to discuss.

erm, i'm currently having a look at potential xmas gifts... i'm really considering a jack wills gilet, thoughts?

i love the clothes i just get that theres stick that comes with the brand hmm...

ok, thats it for now Bx