"you found out ive got a crush on you"

oops another good week or so since i've blogged. sorry!

i've been so so busy with work! genuinely third year is so much work and pressure and stress, which sounds awful, but i'm really enjoying getting stuck in this year. and i guess it's a lot easier to be motivated to work without all my coursemates around me, but i do miss them all so so much.

i had such a lovely catch up with geneva last week and saw sasha briefly on friday which was great to see them both because i had been feeling so down about everything that's happened and whether people would just never see me again because of going back this year. but they told me some really interesting things and i'm so much happier about it and sad for my behaviour last year. it's almost like i finally have an explanation what this should have taught me and finally it's like i can learn and move on from it.

erm i've had a couple of great nights out. i met up with hannah from my internship work on friday night for cocktails and we had such a funny night and met some great people, particularly a very enthusiastic 30 year old glaswegian! and it was great to get the low down on the company. it definitely was the right decision completely to leave when i did. and my boss has been in contact with a positive response about the reference, so thats finally a load off my mind too.

this week has been a bit quieter on the evenings front. chlo came over for a girly sleepover and a cookery class on monday night. we donated blood during the day, so i very very almost fainted whilst cooking in the evening (although maybe that was just being so overwhelmed at actually cooking?!) haha, but yeah it was great to donate again. people that don't do it for no real reason, really should. it saves lives and honestly doesn't hurt for longer than a split of a second.

and then the rest of this week has been spent working on my many projects. not really sure what the weekend has lined up for me, but hopefully i'll find something fun to do. although i do need to do a lot of reading for my dissertation...

probably gonna go get on with my day now.

loveees. Bx