okay so at the moment i'm on a bit of a rollercoaster.
we all have a bit of a laugh at how i can get a bit mardy...mardy beccaaaaaa ;) but at the moment all the stress of work and then other personal things getting me upset means that i do think i'm struggling a bit to keep happy at the moment.
last weekend though was amaaaazing.
i absolutely love when my mum comes to visit...
she took me food shopping and got me loads of yummy food (much needed as i have no moneeyy!) then she took me actual shopping, which was great as i got a fab new coat (so warm and doesn't even look like a duvet...result!) and a snood! (not gonna wear it up tho ;)!
then my brother came to stay with the boiiiis!
they missed the bus which meant i missed getting to see harry potter. NOT COOL.
but i had such a laugh with everyone at the german market instead :)
-german market btw...AMAZING. such a good atmosphere! ive already been 4 times. (only twice inside the beer tent though. such fun times!)
so my brother and the boys tried to get out into tiger, but that wasn't very successful so instead we went to varisty.
lets just leave it at...the crowd was interesting in there.
andy being chased across the dancefloor by a very enthusiastic gay guy, was one of the funniest things ive seen on nights out this year. absolute gold.
anyway we also spent a lot of time chilling out, and went and had a lovely huge cooked breakfast in citrus. fully recommend it!
i was so sad when they all left. but me and some of the 62 girls pulled off our first official prank of the year on sam's room.
think selotape hammock...on the roof...covered in shit, including a banana, underwear and a condom. ooohhhh yeah! ;)
but personal things going on meant i couldn't stay up to see his reaction. so had an early night.
monday night this week i fully needed to cheer myself up so i decided to hit warehouse with some of the 62 gang, a few off of law and a cheeky spaniard! haha!
thats as much as i can tell you about the night really.
going out, telling yourself you need to get absolutely slaughtered off alcohol is so dangerous. i'm never doing it again. i have no memory of the night. my phone was found in macdonalds halfway across town by a creep named abdhul...claiming absolutely horrific things about me.
aaand everyone in my contacts recieved an invitation from me to have a 3 way?!
meanwhile i was passed out at home with sick on my leg.
i'm ashamed of the state i was in. but its really made me think about how i handle things, i'm never getting drunk like that again. it terrifies me to think what could have happened.
anyway!
bit of an essay today whoops.
all thats left to mention really is i watched "any human heart" last night, the new channel 4 drama. absolutely incredible, right up my street and the cast in it is amazing!
also i miss the leicester girls so much and can't wait to see you all at xmas.
but it does make me a bit scared to realise how quickly this year at uni's already passing by! i so don't want this year to end. who knows where i'll be next year and how many more people i could possibly lose touch with!
...guess i'll just start learning to take things as they come.
because at the moment. caring the way that i do just gets me fucked over anyway...
Bx
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